Wednesday, October 06, 2004

hi again... i wonder if people still blog. i have so much goin on rite now, i think ill explain it all tomorrow. its just one thing that leads to another and another. lol. or maybe not "lol". school sucks, especially english (and chic lit) both of them are resnik followers. agggh it drives me insane. hehe. andrea got another ticket... hehe. we were laughin earlier cuz she was like "i dont want to see that look my dad gives.. he'll be like 'what...?' and then as i explain more and more, he'll get crazier and crazier: 'what??? WHAT? WHAT????' " LOL. i was like "watch, by the end of the night youl;l be falling asleep and hear "WHAAAAAAAATTT?!?!?!?!" LOL. yeah it was funny so u better laugh. jk. well im done in for the night... wooo i actually ate some good things today n everything stayed. woot.

~me~ at 1:51 AM

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

... im depressed... im alone... im confused. somebody help. i wish i could rewind time and re-do somethings over. i wish things were said before now, i wish some mistakes were never made. i cant keep food down, which is a slight plus for my fat ass despite the fact that im losing energy quick. yeah toppers was short lived... i dunno what i was thinking... maybe all my answers would come to me sitting with them two... it just made things worse. my heart hurts. and my lungs... please... help me... im so lost...

~me~ at 10:37 PM

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

HI! i know its been awhile. well, the year is over and i finally wrapped up everything today (i turned in some last minute late work today n stuff). yeah i worked, and thats goin pretty great, got 6 days this week. woot woot. yeah. i bought my DVS's FINALLY. yay for new white shoes. what else. oh i start class tomorr--er--i mean, today at VC. Steven signed up w/ me today when i went to pay my bill for class. yay so im not alone. hehe. new girls at work bug, now that they have been there for like 3 weeks they think they r the shit. WHATEVER!! (ashlee and sheridon). hehe. ive been bad already. saturday was sandra's graduation party which was pretty cool. i had to be home by 11:30 so i drank early (hehe sorry for the strong drink GinO... i just wanted to see u fucked up hehe) but i left just before the cops got there, then dumb maryann and a.Lo showed up after that as it was dying. i snuck outta the house (again... for the 2nd night of the week) and steven, gino, maryann and a.Lo were there to pick me up outside. Cool beans. we drove around Oxnard for a bit lookin fr a party, and we finally found one little chill party bon-fire thingy so we were there for a long time. We just sat back n chilled as me gino n steven watched maryann flirt with all the guys. SLUT. *cough cough* hehehe... im not even gunna go into detail about that. hehe. she reminds me of a groupie that ran away from home at a young age and just lives off of sex. HAHAHA. im mean, AND WHAT!?! yeah, me n aaron snuck out the other night (friday morning actually) and left them balloons, messages, and a slideshow that aaron put together. we hit up chris, jen, justin, allan, daniel, lyan, and kim, and we tried to get makenna and juan but we couldnt find their cars so BAH to u. awww. i miss u guys, and next year is gunna be so empty w/o u guys... i saw chris n lyan afterschool on friday. wow, great responses from them. hehe. im glad that we have formed such strong bonds these last few years. ood luck to the class of '04!!! WE'RE GUNNA MISS U GUYS!!!



bye Lyan...



2 down... 26 left... =/ (from August 7, 2003)
~me~ at 12:09 AM

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

so hey, im home today, which was unexpected cuz i was supposed to go to Knotts... o well... enough said about that. =/
~me~ at 11:06 PM

Thursday, June 03, 2004

hehe, i worked today, which was cool. I waited for Felicia to get off work because Renee had invited us to play pool at her house w/ Steven and Adrian. I had Felicia follow me to Steven's house, lmao, homegirl drives sooooo freakin slow. Imma call her Grandma from now on. Her and her giant suburban thing. SO yeah, we make it to Steven's, and from there we head out to Renee's, who basically lives down C. HAHA. so we all get in our cars to leave, me, adrian, and felicia are facing the wrong way so we drive up the street and flip a bitch, meanwhile renee and steven backed out of his driveway. Then theres felicia, trying to turn her big old SUV around, and she was diagonal in the street, taking her sweet time, so renee goes around her, then steven follows, them me n adrian follow. LOL. we sped off to Renee's, with felicia waaaaaay in the back. We all get to renee's street, and one by one we all make a left hand turn in single file, with me in the back. well sometime during the ride over there, Adrian's under-glow lights turned on (neon blue) "by accident", and after i turned onto Renee's street, i saw a cop behind me. i was like, fuuuuck, im getting pulled over for speeding or not using my signalds or sumthin. Then i remembered...dejavue, i had a dream a couple of months ago, i told steven about it, that we were driving in a row somewhere, and we parked, and a cop was behind me, but didnt pull me over, but somebody else. well, he sped up after i parked and went behind adrian. LOL. the cop sent us inside, as we all laughed and renee gathered her family and told them to look at adrian getting pulled over. i took some pictures, hopefully they will come out. LOL. so yeah, adrian got a fix-it ticket, and we played soem pool. i suck! haha. we all left about the same time, came online, and now we are talkin smack about how slow a driver Felicia is. hehe.
~me~ at 11:55 PM

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

hmmm i keep wanting to blog but i always seem to get distracted. Thursday i dont remember but i went to work and i went with Tiffany afterwards and bought people food from Toppers and we snuck it into the back. Then we went bowling Friday night for Dray's berfday. We took up 3 lanes (left lane was Esteban, Chris, Doug, Pat, and their friend, center lane was me, dray, chris b, suz, robyn, and maryann *slut* cough cough*** and the right lane was logan, chantel, jesse, jason, and sandra and cara were kickin over there) i had a lot of fun jus goofin around. Saturday i got a wake-up call from Adrian, so i gave him a ride to Jowin's to pick up his truck before it got towed, and i dropped off my sister at my uncle's. Ummmm... played a bit then went to work (tiffany got me on board for like, 5 minutes hehe...scary). On Sunday, i slept till foreverness, and got up and went to Dray's for a birthday lunch thingy. yummmm. good strawberries. Steven came over and we watched Scary Movie 3. hehe. Then i rushed to work. YAY! i got to play on board again hehe, "i like it a lot." So yeah. Yesterday i went to Topper's with Mary after school and i actually got to hang out with her. We went to her bank way in Port Hueneme and i found out after a month or so she still cant drive. I had to park the car for her when we went to Main St. to pick up a CD she had ordered. I MISS U BUDDY!!! next time i drive. hehe. Today Dray tried takin my soda in Eng and spilled it all over herself (she shook it and it fizzed) and all over the desk. Then me n Assmar chilled for a bit after school, saw Adrian Edwin Jowin and Albert at A Fresh Catch. Then i came home, Steven came over, and we got into a little scruff and i got hit in the face... AGAIN. hehe o well i just got bad luck.
~me~ at 9:10 PM

Thursday, May 20, 2004

hi guys. wow its been quite some time since ive blogged. life is goin pretty good right now. APs r over n the stress has dropped considerably. Yeah, on Tiesday i got to skip school and go to Magic Mountain with my store cuz they completed 100% of their goals last term or whatever. yeah it was nice. Steven n Sandra came at 8:00 this morning and got me and we went to Gino's house. We took his mom's van and went to In-N-Out where we picked up Saleetha, her friend Nicole, and Sheree. So yeah, the "Party Van" was on its way. hehehe. We stopped off at Sheree's house in Santa Paula to pick up a movie, (Jeff had to follow us too) and we watched Big Fish the rest of the way down there. We went to get our tickets n found out that Lupe had gotten pulled over and got his suburban (filled with In-N-Out peeps) impounded because his license had been revoked for some time. The problem was that the 8 or 9 of them were stranded back at the McDonald's in Filmore. LMAO. Fuckin' Lupe. Season passes, formed group (me, Steven, Gino, Saleetha, Sheree, Nicole, Esther, her man, & Erika). Got a locker and hit up Revolution first. Then peeps went to get on Viper while me n Sheree went to meet her friend and get him his season pass and sell his ticket.. hehe, it was either that or go on Viper for 20 bucks (thnx for the offer Gino). They were still in line when we got back to Viper, and when they got off, peeps wanted to ride X while others wanted food. After a long discussion, we went to get food. Eh, w/e it was ok. Gino looked sexy with his flower. We hit up the Log Jammer ride thingy, n got wet. hahaha. Then we walked by Gino's wood... hahaha, located next to Steven's carrot. I think we got on Scream after that, in which i was so scared to get on. Crazy ride. It was cool tho, but it gave us all headaches right above our right eyes. we got on Tidal Wave, lmao, 2x since there was no line, and afterwards i helped Gino n Steven hold down Nicole over the bridge to get her wet, but it seems her n Gino were in the wrong spot n me n steven were just right, cuz the wave attcked us and we were SOAKIN wet. We went on Riddler after that, n stood in line for like an hour 45, and Luis n Melisa were there out of nowhere. Yeh, Gino wanted to go clubbin after that. We got outta Riddler, i put my shirt back on (i was just in my bikini top n sweater) once it dried out on the bench. After that we were dead tired. I think we didnt get on anymore rides after that. We went n got funnel cakes and sat in the front and scoped out some potential chicks for Gino. Just wait till u get me out in the club, imma get him all kinds of hits. I had a lot of fun. We loaded back up into the van, i figured out how to work the seatbelt, and we finished up Big Fish as we drove to LA. Gino bought some supplies, n then we stopped off at Jack in the Crack for a ptty break, and Saleetha commented on me "Damn steven, you got a thick white girl". hehe. im not all white. so yeah, we stooped off at the In-N-Out at Moorpark, busted out with crazy orders (me n my half-dr. pepper, 1/4 coke, n 1/4 root beer), pissed the people off, n prolly got our food spit on. Sandra had asked for lite ice, but it wasnt, so Gino gave it back to the guy n said "hey, uh, this isnt lite ice" n the guy took the cup n threw it down on the drink station n stormed off, so gEE called him out, asked to talk to the manager, and after that as we were driving away, the guy goes up and whispers to the manager "what a bastard" so Gino was gunna go complain, but thougth better of it. We made it home in one peice, and i was dead-tired. Still am for that matter. There was a presentation today on drunk driving, n its goin on till tomorrow. Im kinda feelin emotional right now, not too sure y, but maybe ill find out, eh? hehee. well, imma jam since this shit is long enough right now as it is. hehehe. as i keep goin. i love u Assmar, thanks for reminiscing conmigo. Y tu babe. love ya both!
~me~ at 9:28 PM

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

~me~ at 10:06 PM

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

George Creel-
Eugene Debs-
Bernard Baruch-
Herbert Hoover-
Alice Paul-
Henry Cabot Lodge-
Warren Harding-
James M. Cox-
Collective security-
Zimmerman note-
Fourteen points- Woodrow Wilson designed to establish the basis for a just and lasting peace following the victory of the Allies in World War I. The 14 proposals were contained in his address to a joint session of the U.S. Congress on January 8, 1918; it was widely acclaimed and gave Wilson a position of moral leadership among the Allied leaders.
League of Nations- international alliance for the preservation of peace, which was given the responsibility for executing the terms of the various treaties negotiated after World War I; The league existed from 1920 to 1946
CPI-
Espionage and Sedition Acts-
Schneck v. U.S.-
IWW- industrial workers of the world; aka Wobblies; radical labor organization; staged some of the most damaging industrial sabotage
WIB-
19th Amendment- gave women the vote
18th Amendment- prohibited “the manufacture, sale, or transportation of intoxicating liquors
Bolsheviks- the dominant group in the Russian revolutionary movement.
Doughboys- the American soldier in WWI
Big Four- United States, France, Britain, and Italy
Irreconcilables- Republicans who favored isolation; spurned the Treaty of Versailles
Treaty of Versailles- peace treaty signed at the end of World War I between Germany and the Allies; negotiated at the Paris Peace Conference held in Versailles beginning January 18, 1919. Represented: U.S., Great Britain, France, and Italy. Included in the first section of the treaty was the Covenant of the League of Nations; signed on June 28, 1919; U.S. didn’t ratify the treaty


Mitchell Palmer- attorney who “saw red too easily”; aka “Fighting Quaker”; rounded up 6,000 “communist” suspects;
Al Capone- 1925; “Scarface”; a murderous booze distributor began 6 years of gang warfare that netted him millions of dollars; “Public Enemy #1”; spent 11 years in prison for income-tax evasion
John Dewey- a professor at Columbia University from 1904-1930; he set forth the principles of “learning by doing” that formed foundation of progressive education
William Jennings Bryan- Presbyterian Fundamentalist
Clarence Darrow- criminal lawyer who reduced Bryan down to nothing days before his death due from a stroke
Andrew Mellon-
Henry Ford- Ford automobiles; used assembly line techniques to make cars cheaper
Fredrick W. Taylor-
Charles Lindbergh- 1927; flew the 1st solo west-to-east trip over the Atlantic; NY to Paris in 33 hrs and 39 minutes
Margaret Sanger- feminist who fought for the use of contraceptives
Sigmund Freud-
F. Scott Fitzgerald- Minnesota-born Princetonian (24yrs old) became popular after he published This Side of Paradise in 1920; and The Great Gatsby in 1925; favored by the upcoming generation (including flappers)
Ernest Hemingway- seen war on the Italian front in 1917, was among the writers most affected by war;
Sinclair Lewis-
William Faulkner-
Nativist- blue-eyed and fair haired northern Europeans were of better blood and constituted those who were deemed “true Americans”
Red Scare- 1919-1920; hysterical fears of Russia and the communist Bolshevik revolution; tension in America when a small communist party arose and an epidemic of strikes freaked people out as they thought communists were taking over; used by business against unions
Sacco and Vanzetti- a shoe-factory worker and fish peddler convicted in 1921 of the murder of a Mass. Paymaster and guard; judge and jury were prejudiced against them b/c they were Italian, atheist, anarchists, and draft dodgers; 6 years later the case closed and the men were electrocuted
KKK- second clan; postwar reaction; antiforeign, anti-Catholic, anti-Jewish, antiblack, antipacifist, anti-Communist, anti-internationalist, antievolutionist, antibootlegger, antigambling, antiadultery, and anti-birth control; pro Anglo-Saxon, pro-“native” American, and pro-Protestant
Emergency Quota Act- 1921; passed by Congress to slow the onslaught of new immigrants from Europe; newcomers from Europe were restricted in any given year to a definite quota, which was set at 3% of the people of their nationality who had been living in the U.S. in 1910. Relatively favorable for southern and eastern Europeans who had already arrived in large waves to America before 1910.
Immigration Quota Act- 1924; quotas were cut from 3% to 2%, and the national-origins base was shifted from the census of 1910 to that of 1890 when comparatively few southern Europeans had immigrated; no Japanese immigrants allowed at all
Volstead Act- national prohibition act; 1919; went hand-in-hand with 18th amendment
Fundamentalism- conservative movement among Protestants in the U.S.; emphasized as absolutely basic to Christianity the following beliefs: the infallibility of the Bible, the virgin birth and the divinity of Jesus Christ, the sacrifice of Christ on the cross as atonement for the sins of all people, the physical resurrection and second coming of Christ, and the bodily resurrection of believers.
Modernists-
Flappers- young woman who embraced the radical new clothing fashions. Flappers wore short dresses that were straight up and down.


Warren G. Harding- inaugurated 1921; unable to detect moral halitosis; perfect “front” for enterprising industrialists; helped improve laissez-faire;
Charles Evans Hughes- brought to the secretary of state a dominating and somewhat conservative leadership; secured oil companies in Middle East
Andrew Mellon- secretary of the Treasury; multimillionaire collector of the paintings now displayed in Washington
Herbert Hoover- secretary of commerce; raised his second-rate cabinet post to first-rate importance; drummed up foreign trade for U.S. manufacturers; urged businesses to regulate themselves rather than having the government do it
Albert B. Fall- senator of New Mexico; scheming anticonservatist; appointed to secretary of the interior; guardian of nations natural resources (like a wolf hired to guard sheep)
Harry M Daugherty- small-town lawyer but a big-time crook of the Ohio Gang was supposed to prosecute wrongdoers as attorney general
Charles R. Forbes- Colonel; head of the Veterans Bureau; he and his accomplices looted the government $200 million in connection w/ building veterans’ hospitals; 2 years in jail
Calvin Coolidge- president after the death of Harding; big-industry sympathy like Harding;
John W. Davis- Democratic candidate for the presidency against Republican Coolidge in 1924; wealthy corporation owner connected with the Wall Street banking house of J.P. Morgan and Company
Robert La Follette- liberal candidate for presidency against Coolidge and Davis; Senator from Wisconsin; sprang up to lead a new Progressive grouping; backed by AF of L and decreasing Socialist party; ESPECIALLY price pinched farmers
Alfred E. Smith- Democrat candidate against Herbert Hoover in the 1928 election; four-time governor of New York; had several fatal political handicaps (like alcoholism) when most of America was still following prohibition;
“Ohio Gang”- poker-playing, shirt-sleeved cronies of President Harding
trade associations-
American Legion- founded in Paris in 1919 by TR Jr., veteran group; met periodically to renew old hardships and let off steam in good-natured horseplay; notorious for its aggressive lobbying of veteran benefits
Washington Conference- focused on disarmament; 1921-1922; invites went out to all major naval powers except Bolshevik Russia; also touched on situations in the Far East; helped open the Open Door policy in China
Kellog-Briand Pact- Calvin’s secretary of state Kellog signed w/ the French foreign minister in 1928; was a treaty between the United States and other nations "providing for the renunciation of war as an instrument of national policy".
Teapot Dome scandal- an affair that involved priceless naval oil reserves in Wyoming and California; 1921; secretary of interior Fall induced a careless colleague (the secretary of the navy) to transfer the properties to the Interior Department; he then leased the land to oilmen.
Fordney-McCumber Tariff- 1922; passed by Congress; duties on farm produce were increased; proclaimed general rates were designed to equalize the cost of American and foreign production
McNary-Haugen Bill- 1924-1928; sought to keep agricultural prices high by authorizing the government to buy up surpluses and sell them abroad; vetoed by Coolidge
Dawes Plan- 1924; rescheduled German reparations payments and opened the way for further American private loans to Germany
Agricultural Marketing Act- passed in June 1929; designed to help farmers help themselves; set up a Federal Farm Board which had .5 billion dollars at its disposal;
Hawley-Smoot Tariff- 1930; was designed to be a reasonable protective measure to help farmers, but by the time it was passed the Senate, it had tons of amendments, becoming the nations highest protective tariff in U.S. history
Black Friday-
Muscle Shoals Bill-
Reconstruction Finance-
Corporation-
Bonus Army-could expand and relax under Harding and laissez-faire;
Stimson Doctrine-



~me~ at 6:59 AM

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

http://www.schools-data.com/
~me~ at 11:53 PM

PACIFICA HIGH

City: Oxnard, CA
Address: 600 East Gonazales Road
District: Oxnard Union High
School Enrollment: 1308
White students: 8.0%
Black students: 4.1%
Hispanic students: 82.0%
Asian students: 1.8%
Native American students: 0.8%
Filipino students: 2.6%
Pacific Islander students: 0.5%
Multi-racial/other students: 0.0%
White students: 105
Black students: 54
Native American students: 11
Filipino students: 34
Hispanic students: 1073
Pacific Islander students: 7
Multi-racial/other students: 0

OXNARD HIGH

City: Oxnard, CA
Address: 3400 W. Gonzalez Road
District: Oxnard Union High
School Enrollment: 2982
White students: 23.3%
Black students: 5.8%
Hispanic students: 60.9%
Asian students: 3.4%
Native American students: 1.9%
Filipino students: 3.8%
Pacific Islander students: 0.9%
Multi-racial/other students: 0.0%
White students: 695
Black students: 173
Native American students: 57
Filipino students: 112
Hispanic students: 1817
Pacific Islander students: 28
Multi-racial/other students: 0

Dropout rate: 0.7%

CHANNEL ISLANDS HIGH

City: Oxnard, CA
Address: 1400 E. Raiders Way
District: Oxnard Union High
School Enrollment: 2824
White students: 6.4%
Black students: 3.8%
Hispanic students: 70.5%
Asian students: 2.0%
Native American students: 1.8%
Filipino students: 14.2%
Pacific Islander students: 1.2%
Multi-racial/other students: 0.0%
White students: 180
Black students: 108
Native American students: 52
Filipino students: 401
Hispanic students: 1991
Pacific Islander students: 35
Multi-racial/other students: 0

Dropout rate: 1.3%

HUENEME HIGH

City: Oxnard, CA
Address: 500 Bard Road
District: Oxnard Union High
School Enrollment: 2668
White students: 12.2%
Black students: 4.3%
Hispanic students: 76.0%
Asian students: 1.1%
Native American students: 2.4%
Filipino students: 3.2%
Pacific Islander students: 0.6%
Multi-racial/other students: 0.0%
White students: 326
Black students: 116
Native American students: 65
Filipino students: 86
Hispanic students: 2029
Pacific Islander students: 17
Multi-racial/other students: 0

Dropout rate: 1.0%

CAMARILLO HIGH

City: Camarillo, CA
Address: 4660 Mission Oaks Blvd.
District: Oxnard Union High
School Enrollment: 2551
White students: 68.8%
Black students: 1.4%
Hispanic students: 19.8%
Asian students: 5.3%
Native American students: 2.4%
Filipino students: 2.0%
Pacific Islander students: 0.2%
Multi-racial/other students: 0.0%
White students: 1756
Black students: 35
Native American students: 62
Filipino students: 52
Hispanic students: 506
Pacific Islander students: 6
Multi-racial/other students: 0

MOORPARK HIGH

City: Moorpark, CA
Address: 4500 Tierra Rejada Road
District: Moorpark Unified
School Enrollment: 2213
White students: 63.4%
Black students: 2.3%
Hispanic students: 25.4%
Asian students: 4.9%
Native American students: 1.1%
Filipino students: 1.4%
Pacific Islander students: 0.1%
Multi-racial/other students: 1.4%
White students: 1403
Black students: 51
Native American students: 24
Filipino students: 31
Hispanic students: 563
Pacific Islander students: 3
Multi-racial/other students: 30

Dropout rate: 0.9%

WESTLAKE HIGH

City: Westlake Village, CA
Address: 100 Lakeview Canyon Road
District: Conejo Valley Unified
School Enrollment: 2085
White students: 78.2%
Black students: 1.2%
Hispanic students: 10.6%
Asian students: 8.4%
Native American students: 0.4%
Filipino students: 0.7%
Pacific Islander students: 0.1%
Multi-racial/other students: 0.3%
White students: 1631
Black students: 25
Native American students: 8
Filipino students: 15
Hispanic students: 222
Pacific Islander students: 2
Multi-racial/other students: 7

Dropout rate: 0.1%
~me~ at 11:52 PM

Sunday, March 07, 2004

so Im a "foolish bitch"... who wants to donate a few bucks to the "help amanda buy a new head unit for her car because she was dumb enough to leave it unlocked and it got stolen" fund? people suck....
~me~ at 11:09 PM

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

Rufio - Just A Memory

The sadness comes when it's least expected
It shot out of the dark, and slammed in our face
The hurt it brings can't be stopped
The hurt it brings can't be cured, oh

Just when I thought things were alright
You came and ripped out my heart
My stomach's full of butterflies
The thought of you gone, it tears me apart

I remember you and me when we used to
Laugh all night until we fell asleep, oh
And i know we're through
But i've still got thoughts of you left inside my head

Well... in my head...

The love that I have for you
Is done and dead, it's so far away
And you're still here in my head
And you're still here, you'll never leave my heart

Just when I thought things were alright
You came in and broke my heart
My stomach's full of butterflies
The thought of you gone, it tears me apart

I remember you and me when we used to
Laugh all night until we fell asleep, oh
And i know we're through
But i've still got thoughts of you left inside my head

So stop me now
Stop my thoughts cause you're killin me
But you don't know
Though we've grown apart
I'll still be there for you
Cause I don't wanna be just a memory to you
Cause I don't wanna be just a memory to you
~me~ at 8:05 PM

Tuesday, March 02, 2004

PacificaVllybl (11:20:54 PM): Steven is sooo going DOWN!!!!!
PacificaVllybl signed off at 11:20:58 PM.
BuBbLeZ853 (11:20:59 PM): LOL
~me~ at 11:23 PM

okay, so i got "gotten" on sunday... was really cheap; ketchup in my coca. LOL. payback is a bitch... my lifes motto. anywho, so yeah finished all my homework. wooooo. yesterday i went shopping w/ steven n luis, the 2 coolest guys. LMAO... *cough cough* BOYS *cough cough* yup, went to the mall, watched them argue, watched luis shop, went to best buy, watched them argue, went to Balboa Beach Co, watched them shop for 45 mins. LOL. yup, good times. I saw Duran at work at Rusty's pizza, where i stopped to eat w/ my mom and the picketers. it was good to see he was okay. Then i met up w/ the guys back at Luis's house n watched Cat In The Hat. they are easily entertained, but so am i. Starbucks then home. i slept for an hour and a half this mornign *ahem* but its all good. im tired right now, but i saw Identity at Steven house. I LUFF U ASSMAR!!!!!!!!! lol, im forever saving that text. I AM a slut... hehehe, but not as much as u r... yet.
~me~ at 10:53 PM

cantTALKkimchatN: junioritis is kicking me in the ass
~me~ at 10:45 PM

Thursday, February 26, 2004

lol...yeah i lied. LOL, 3 weeks later and no blog. anyways (more like 2), apparently people still look at this, which i didnt know, lol, so ill update. um, lets see, i work, hate going to school, and desperately need sleep. lol. i ditch 4th operiod (spanish) like evry other day, and um yeah. lol. i messed up my car a lil bit when i took my friend from work (steven) to LA to get his car (stupid egg), but i had fun once i knew where i was and i raced home (literally...i did) hahaha. i tried to ditch steven by weavin thru traffic, but the egg would catch up to me. he got me lost, and lol, he was makin me mad cuz he would get distracted and couldnt give information to the 411 guy. hahaha. whatever we found the damn place and i got home in one peice. MY CAR CAN MAKE IT UP THE GRADE. that was exciting... my poor thing. so its raining like crazy now, edwin got his car fixed, and im still in the process of completing my traffic school. wooo, im lookin forward to this fridays check... its gunna be over a hundred, my very first check over a hundred!!! wooo. yeah, imma put a system in my car, might as well if imma be drivin it for awhile. not like it matters cuz whenever i get my new car i can just transfer the stuff, so its all good. so yup, there ya go Jowin and MaryAnn, i updated my blog.
~me~ at 12:14 AM

Monday, February 16, 2004

k imma start bloggin again. i can no longer postpone it. This weekend was pretty long, worked Friday, went to Adrian's w/ MaryAnn and watched them play for a bit. Got grounded cuz i came home at 11:10 instead of 11. Me n MarAnn stayed up talkin till 3ish, and we got up at 8:30. Took Dray the straightener then went to work from 11-5. Got out, went home, chilled for a bit, talked to my new friend Steven, who kept me up until 5 am. Slept 3 hours, washed my clothes, went to work from 11:30-5. Thanx for the power drink Steven, went home, stayed up till bout midnight cuz i was wired, and slept till about 11:30 today, with a few interruptions. Me n Mary went to Applebees and feasted, whereas ASSMAR was already there *gasp* WITHOUT ME!!! yeah, he was with Rissa and Steven. grrr. LOL. (jealousy) Then i went to Steven's house for a while and chilled w/ him and Luis, haha. U SUCK AT NFS!!! hehehe. Then i got my sista and came home. I LUFF U ASSMAR N NORMAN. u guys are freakin hilarious! hahaha (both called me at the same time to tell me that they saw each other at IN N Out) hahaha.
~me~ at 8:24 PM

Eagle40311: its ok, i almost callled u to say, i better be ur #1 guy
BuBbLeZ853: LOL!!!!
BuBbLeZ853: u will always be
BuBbLeZ853: until u replace me
Eagle40311: or not
Eagle40311: haha, no one has ur humor
BuBbLeZ853: :-D
BuBbLeZ853: I LUFF U!!!!!!!!!!!

Awwww... thats the sweetest thing ever... i luff u assmar!!! u will always be my #1 guy... haha, i promise not to find any other ass to replace you ;P
~me~ at 8:17 PM

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

lol...TIRED
~me~ at 11:48 PM

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

hehe... i found thsi to be common between me and aaron... and only aaron...

December 01, 2003:

BuBbLeZ853: hi ass
Eagle40311: hi bitch
BuBbLeZ853: :-D
Eagle40311: hi bitch
BuBbLeZ853: ?
Eagle40311: lol
BuBbLeZ853: once not enough?
Eagle40311: BuBbLeZ853: hi ass
BuBbLeZ853: hi ass
BuBbLeZ853: lol
BuBbLeZ853: BuBbLeZ853: hi ass
Eagle40311: hi bitch
BuBbLeZ853: :-D
Eagle40311: hi bitch
Eagle40311: lol ur comps all cracked
BuBbLeZ853: lol
BuBbLeZ853: no yurs is

Today:

BuBbLeZ853: yo
Eagle40311: whats with the excessive yos?
BuBbLeZ853: excessive yos?
Eagle40311: BuBbLez853: yo
BuBbLez853: yo
BuBbLez853: yo
~me~ at 4:33 PM

Thursday, January 22, 2004

LOL!!! okay, so im procrastinating, lookin at some pix (yes, of cars dammit!) and one site lead to another, and i randomly clicked ont his picture, and look who i find:

~me~ at 8:52 PM

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

yeah... so everyhting is goin okay i guess. hehe, worked on saturday from 11 to 3; i dropped platters and like, 6 double-doubles. went to maryanns for a bit, tried to go to a party in T.O. but people FORGOT me... LOL, nah, its kool tho. i like the guilt-trip thing. Yeah, had my family party thing on Sun, got money so im that much closer to gettin my car back. this sux, this money should be goin to my new car... i mean, 500 is a big dent in the cost. o well. monday i came home from my friends house and went out to lunch with Assmar, and got some good Nachos Nuevos. YUM. lol, so yeah... thats been my life so far. here was a cute message on scotts profile, it made me laugh:

Holla back youngin, woop woop

he's so white i love it!!! LOL. (but really, hes not, but he is...) hahaha. luff u mucho.


~me~ at 11:39 PM

Thursday, January 15, 2004

....so sad yet true...

"Are We Still Here" ~Spitalfield

It's easier to play things down then hold your ground
That's when we fall through
Sometimes we hold on to knowing that were still friends
Are we still friends?
That's when we fall through

Pull harder-we're sinking down to nowhere
Drive farther-this trip is far from over
Try harder, drive farther
Silence can't last forever
Try harder, drive farher
Please, please just don't say never
Or we'll never come together

It's easier to make no sound than kid around
That's when our call's through

Sometimes we hold on like knowing that we're still here
Are we still here?
That's when we fall through

Pull harder-we're sinking down to nowhere
Drive farther-this trip is far from over
Try harder, drive farther
Silence can't last forever
Try harder, drive farher
Please, please just don't say never
Or we'll never come together
~me~ at 11:57 PM

yup...started work on sat, watched videos forever then learned counter handout. i was crippled trying to learn to put on my uniform. lol. damn safety pin. 10-4. then i worked sun from 11-2. yeah. 3 cases of lettuce. fun fun. this week has been okay...homework has been light. ive had a lot on my mind tho... =/ maryann came over this morning and straightened my hair. omg it looks great. i got so many compliments it aint even funny. i need one. oh okay...so im not allowed to call edwin no more cuz apparently he is long distance? his cell is charged for T.O.? um okay? my mom just showed me the phone bill. lol. i paid 210 for my ticket yesterday. fun fun. today me n assmar went and got nachos nuevos at applebees. yum yum. it took forever to get there so much damn traffic. yeah so he knows dray knows... haha. what else... oh yeah. i left my purse there, so i called adrian (i know...) to come help me. my savior. lol. we talked for a bit, but yeah. apparently his busy-ness acounts for his asshole-ness? i dunno. so yeah, outside of that, just thinkin. it struck me earlier that ryan is gone... i mean, like, it just hit me. i cant believe he did that... its just such a shock. god... i pray that it never hits close to home... i know some people who r borderline, and it scares me. i dont want to lose anybody... wow, life is depressing... =/

"Goodbye" ~New Amsterdams

wait up for me
you're where i want to be
stop long enough to say goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
it's all said and done
keeps me at ease
sings us both to sleep
we don't have to say goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
all said and done
goodbye



~me~ at 11:33 PM

Thursday, January 08, 2004

well, today was okay. not much really happened. after 3rd period me n Gillett had a "crappy car showdown" u might say. We were comparing my car vs the ghetto jeep shes been driving (her nice one is in the shop). yeah. dunno who won. hehe. Finished the rest of the day, blah blah. Went to Drays afterschool to see what noise it was her truck makes. Then i went down the street to see Big Monkey helping Little Monkey to fix Little Monkey's car. very very interesting. LOL. dang that car is messed up. hehehe. Just preppin for my 2nd first day of work. im kinda bummed cuz i dont get a first paycheck... it all goes towards my ticket and whatever is left goes to my mom until i pay her 450 or so for my insurance. maybe it was 600? i dunno, dont really care right now. Im excited, cuz if i work so much a week, i should have my car by the end of summer. WOOOOO. lol. yup, thats all.
~me~ at 10:30 PM

AHHHH the bitch is on (yur not responding to my IMs)
~me~ at 12:02 AM

Wednesday, January 07, 2004

an excerpt from MaryAnns blog:

Thursday, January 01, 2004

so, we went to Sandys and there was only one waitess working, i asked her for a different Sprite and...
sthe waitess " hmm, let me try it!"
and she did! She tired my sprite and the straw was like going up her nose!!!!!
and then she said "well, thats as good as its gonna get" LoL
and then at the end this guy almost holds us up as were leaving the parking lot
LoL that was the funniest thing i have ever witnessied lol hilarous


~me~ at 11:59 PM

okay...everybody who says i blog about Edwins momma a lot are freaks (April). i do not talk about her excessively! lol. i searched my blog and she is mentioned in 3 of my entries:

May 10th 2003
June 28th 2003
Oct. 19th 2003

>:0 stupid people

~me~ at 11:37 PM

its funny, although scott had his away up and meant to talk to none of us, each of us just had to say something nice. scotts away message:


BaLLiNuPdA805 : remember man, im just around the block
BuBbLeZ853: id drive over there and give u a hug
XxTheAnnaxX :that which does not kill us makes us stronger

Thankgod for friends.. I love you guys


hehe...i just realized, 3 peeps from the old crew. Well i cant speak for them, but ill always be here for u, and not just scott, but every single one of my friends. Its just nice to know someone cares even though you dont.

~me~ at 11:20 PM

yo! well this week needs to freakin end already. Ive had a total of about 8 hours sleep since Sat., and im so worn down. not only that, but i need to finish all my spanish crap like whoa. hehehe! yeah. I skipped Monday w/ Assmar cuz the schools answering machine said school didnt start till tues (hehe...we knew it started on Mon but WE (including Jos) took advantage of the situation). Yeah, and then yesterday me and Dray decided to ditch after lunch, so i ran to Gilletts and threw her my anthology and raced back to Dray. MaryAnn gave us her keys, so we took her car from the student lot, drove it out the back entrance cuz the exit was blocked, booked it down Gonzales, parked next to my car in the front, fought to get the key out of the ignition (im smart and pushed the button) and hid the keys behind her tire. We booked it to my car, jumped in it, and off we went!! When we were running to my car, i noticed a kart over by the Culinary class, and from where we were, Mrs. Beutner could see us from the side gate of the teachers lounge where she parked. Luckily we didnt get caught!! We went to Applebee's and had Nachos Nuevos...mmmm...and the guy gave us free soda. I got my work permit today and turned it in, so i start on sat. at 10. im excited to work there...WOOOOOOO.
~me~ at 5:42 PM

Tuesday, January 06, 2004

LOL... i was lookin for my blog online, cuz apparently Jowin and Aids came across it accidentally, and i found this:

MaNdAs ThOuGhTs.....EnJoY!.
MaNdAs ThOuGhTs.....EnJoY ... not only does she call everyone one of us ugly a whore
a slut or stupid behind our backs and we all take it, its funny that she cant ...
harley_babe.pitas.com/



~me~ at 4:11 PM

Sunday, January 04, 2004

LOL. damn AP kids know how to cheat the best. Welcome back, cOpY cLuB hehehe!!! got some crap done...good job.

i thought this was funny:

AzNPr3CiSioNKoJi: bak t the dbq
AzNPr3CiSioNKoJi: which i am gonna recive a fat ass hightly detailed drawing of a bovine in perfect proportion...

~me~ at 9:34 PM

Copied from Jason's buddy info...hehehe:

RandomThoughts..................................ANTHOLOGY.................InitialD.................GAR:OP............................................good cookie. .......... ................................................................ ..
..............moo......................................................................................................................................................GUNBOUND................................................................................................

MaryAnn's:

busy working on the anthology that i need to finish cause i still need to do all my other homework!! Ahhhh

Joslyn's:

honey, youre a mere distraction, so leave a message or holla at the cell...

Jaz's:

Actually i'm not here.. went to LA to visit my Cuz haha.. ttyl* Muahz*
::yes i brought my h/w with me:: haha

Tammy's:

BLEH I aint coming bak til i finish this essay


~me~ at 3:22 PM

yup...a lot been happenin' lately. Good n bad. Stressful like whoa cuz my ass keeps procrastinatin'... but i like the reason why i am, just not the results. YUP. GOTZ ALL MY ANTHOLOGY TO DO. and all US history. god im such a loser. I AINT GOIN ON MONDAY!!!!!!!! fuck that shit. lol. just preppin for my all night-er tonight. k ill chat prolly on tues.
~me~ at 12:01 AM

Saturday, January 03, 2004

HAHAHAH! WHO GOT THE LAST WORD!!! ME BITCH!!! =P :

Eagle40311: FUCKIN AUTO NAZI!!!!!!!!!1

Auto response from BuBbLeZ853: people look at the moon! im not crazy, its crazy! hehe. workin on my anthology, do not disturb, unless of course u got sumthin to tell me:-D

BuBbLeZ853: ?
BuBbLeZ853: what?
Eagle40311: it wont let me tab for my works cited
BuBbLeZ853: o shut up
Eagle40311: shut up moon bitch

Auto response from BuBbLeZ853: people look at the moon! im not crazy, its crazy! hehe. workin on my anthology, do not disturb, unless of course u got sumthin to tell me:-D

~me~ at 8:35 PM

BuBbLeZ853: LOL
BuBbLeZ853: what did "Rals" say?
Eagle40311: lol, wait.........LOFL
Eagle40311: LMAO!!!!!!!!
Eagle40311: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
BuBbLeZ853: ?
Eagle40311: when u said "tell "Rals" about the dbq and test" i thought u were asking me if u should tell her
BuBbLeZ853: oh
BuBbLeZ853: lol
BuBbLeZ853: no
BuBbLeZ853: hence my "i dont feel like dealing w/ her now"
BuBbLeZ853: as in
BuBbLeZ853: i dont wanna talk to her
BuBbLeZ853: as in, you do it
BuBbLeZ853: lol
Eagle40311: o, lol
Eagle40311: o well..if she signs on again ill ask her
BuBbLeZ853: >:o
BuBbLeZ853: fine
BuBbLeZ853: if she doesnt find out
BuBbLeZ853: im tellin her it was yur fault
BuBbLeZ853: lol
Eagle40311: dont even put that on me
BuBbLeZ853: HOW SAD IS THIS?!?!?! lol
Eagle40311: u have her shit
Eagle40311: lol
BuBbLeZ853: we dread to talk to one of our friends
BuBbLeZ853: so?
Eagle40311: because we both know she is gonna bitch about it
BuBbLeZ853: i already told her
BuBbLeZ853: lol
BuBbLeZ853: or her cell phone
BuBbLeZ853: hehehe
Eagle40311: well then its her own damn fault
BuBbLeZ853: lol
BuBbLeZ853: okay
BuBbLeZ853: but imma put the blame on u in the end
BuBbLeZ853: lol
BuBbLeZ853: if i go down
BuBbLeZ853: yur goin w/ me
BuBbLeZ853: LOL
Eagle40311: fine as long as we go down together
~me~ at 3:50 PM

Friday, January 02, 2004

Melissa: Jamie, i would love to love to love u
Jamie: I would love to love to love u too--
Melissa: but yur a nerd...and im a nerd...and 2 nerds just isnt a good thing

Jamie: *confessional* we drop off Ryan, Michael, and Michael, and im trying to drive down St. Charles, and shes like, all over me like white on rice
Melissa: Wheres Jamie?
Danny: I thought Jamie was with u
Melissa: Jamie is with me. but see the thing is, Jamie is tired of being violated, b'cuz ive basically tried to rape him all night. in Ryan's presence.
*Jamie walks in*
Melissa: Jamie! i just wanna thank you *gets up from bed* for taking me out tonight because i would like to propose to you--
Jamie: what?
Melissa: i would say, *climbs on him* 'will...you marry me...cuz im...in love w/ u...
Jamie: *laughs* oh great.
Melissa: i really am...i really am. and i think u should grab the buttocks (*places his hands on her bare ass*)
Jamie: *confessional* Although everyone in the house knows that its not a joke and that maybe she wants me, the way that she does it we could always just say "its a joke"
Melissa: *leaning over bed w/ butt facing Jamie* and look Jamie, dont you think this look nice?
Jamie: *confessional* and it is sort of a joke, but not really
Melissa: *dancing in hallway* Tonight... atthe Red Room...its Melissa...and the booty....and the fur...and the boots.
.....
Melissa: So listen David, i know i was mean to you yesterday, and im sorry. that was straight-up nasty of me. ya know what im sayin'? i just got up stupid. and i was all embarassin'. but ive done had some drinks now... and i feel fiiiiine.
*everybody laughs*
Melissa: so i was wondering if maybe me, you, and Jamie could get in a menagerie.
~me~ at 11:19 PM

Auto response from xpinoy cowboyx:
ZzZzzZZZzZ......
OMG!!! REAL WORLD NEW ORLEANS!!!!
manda!!!! memories!!!!

"maybe you.. me... and jamie... could get in a menagerie..."

8-)sexy.
~me~ at 11:15 PM

Thursday, January 01, 2004

The note on the table read:
WhOevr left the doG alOn in the House can Clean uP tHe DEAD FUCKING CAT Love, Don



Do your pets know what your doing when they see you masturbate?


~me~ at 12:42 AM

I think when you make the drink Sex on the Beach with the cheapest vodka on earth, $1 peach schnapps, tang, and Wal-Mart brand cranberry juice, it should be called Dirty Fucking Rednecks.

~me~ at 12:40 AM

Wednesday, December 31, 2003

Madstat (12:00:22 AM): HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
Madstat (12:00:26 AM): oh wait thats tomorrow... lol
~me~ at 12:21 AM

Monday, December 29, 2003

the truth
is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleedin on your shirt
~me~ at 11:30 AM

http://fotm.rotten.com/fotm/good-side.html

LOL. i sent that to Edwin and Ray:

Edwin:
INCONTROL805: ewww
INCONTROL805: ew
INCONTROL805: e
INCONTROL805: e
INCONTROL805: e
INCONTROL805: e
INCONTROL805: e
INCONTROL805: ew
INCONTROL805: w
INCONTROL805: w
INCONTROL805: w
INCONTROL805: w
INCONTROL805: w
INCONTROL805: we
INCONTROL805: e
INCONTROL805: w
INCONTROL805: ewe
INCONTROL805: e
INCONTROL805: sick
INCONTROL805: not funny
INCONTROL805: thats fucking SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Ray:
brap34: good god
brap34: what the hell is that


LOL!!!


Now Josh (1-17-04)

RingMyTacoBells: ..................................................................................
BuBbLeZ853: LOL
RingMyTacoBells: that
RingMyTacoBells: is
RingMyTacoBells: by
RingMyTacoBells: far
RingMyTacoBells: the
RingMyTacoBells: most
RingMyTacoBells: horrible
RingMyTacoBells: back
RingMyTacoBells: end
RingMyTacoBells: i
RingMyTacoBells: have
RingMyTacoBells: ever
RingMyTacoBells: seen
~me~ at 12:18 AM

Saturday, December 27, 2003

ill blog about x-mas tomorrow.
~me~ at 12:58 AM

real fast before its tomorrow. I GOT A JOB!!!!!!!!!!! i start on monday at 2 at In N Out. Christine didnt call me like she said she was at "11 am" so i went down there at 4:15, and Dillon told me the job was mine. Then Chantel and Dray came, found out my ticet is like 250, ant i went and bought work pants. We went to the mall, and we just chilled, met up w/ Jen and Chris, chilled some more, went to Chris's and then to Bessie's party. pretty cool, slightly awkward. I spilled a candle and almost broke the glass table. Came home, and my mom told me she texted Edwin, and she was sad at his response, and it made me sad too, so i texted him and said i missed him. he came over, we talked for awhile, then he got tired of me and Chili and went home. luff ya edwin. ZYup. im scared... i got my first job... I GET MY DEL SOL!!! prolly by this time next year if not sooner. wooooo hooooo.
~me~ at 12:52 AM